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Name: Katie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Gladewater
Birthday: 7/2/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: God, My hubby, my babies, my music, gettin through the hard stuff, books, soduku, guitars, writing, and currently in school preparin for the afterwhile.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  ToyKat04
Yahoo:  Katie_Rene_Thompson
Member Since:
1/13/2006
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| Hmmm... haven't written in a while... not a faigthful xanga user I guess. Hmmm... I only have 10 weeks of school left until I get my associate's. Hurray for me!!! Kind of bittersweet though cuz that marks the beginning of my stretch for my bachelor's... eh, well at least I will have one thing out of the way. Oh, and after I get my associate's, that means I have to enter the professional workforce... Does that mean that I will officially be an adult? Maybe, maybe not. We'll see when we get there. Hmmm... I am feeling kind of lazy. Yeah, lazy is good. Haven't really been doing anything besides school and tending to my babies. Leila has two teeth and took her first step two days ago. She is a smart little booger. Ethan is still potty training. I think that I have the exact opposite problem with him and potty training than everyone else in the world. Most parents have trouble getting their kids to sit on the potty... I have trouble getting my child off the potty! But I guess you guys really wanted to know that huh? Ah, the joys of parenthood!! Ya'll get to look forward to it later! :) Matthew and I are trying to plan something nice for Valentine's Day. Hopefully, we will be able to find a babysitter for the event. Anyways, I guess I will go now, I've nothing else to say.
Katie Rene' | | |
| If I have to watch Ninja Turtles one more time!!! Jk! I love those little green guys. Hmmm... I guess I have nothing great to talk about. I think that I am entering some sort of depression, but hey, I have been there before, I can go there again. Need friends.... need a life. Man, I am soooo bummed out. A guy that was my absolute best friend years ago is in a band now. They are good. So good in fact that they have headlined at Canton's and have played at the Liquid Lounge in DeepEllem (sp). Yeah, that good. The first song that he ever wrote was to me. I think that I still have the little tape around here somewhere. His name is Jeff. He is a sweetheart and a half, although I doubt he would want anyone to know, because he is in a heavy metal band. But he'll always be the same Jeff to me. He is dating a girl that I have also known for years... she happens to be the lead singer of the band. Her name is Evelyn. It is pretty cool to know that they are doing so well. Maybe someday I will get to go see them play. That would be fun. I am proud of him. It seems like only yesterday, he was hooking his bass and amp up in my living room to play for me, and let me braid his hair. Yeah, he would proboly kill me for that one too, but that is just what I think about when I think about Jeff. We were kids then. How time flies. It just makes me wonder what would have happened if I had put more effort into my music instead of other things. Maybe I will get back into music. I haven't really sat down and played forever it seems. Oh how sad. Why do things have to change? Why don't the good things just stay around forever and ever? I will tell you one good thing that has come from this depression, I can write again. I have never been able to write when I am happy. I seem to feed off of sadness. Well, I guess I will get off now, it is not like anyone will read this anyhow.
Katie Rene'
PS: Kudos to Jeff and Delusions of Grandeur. I wish them the best and all the love... if they want it... :) | | |
| Hey guys. I am sitting here at home, while Matthew is away at work. I miss him when he is gone. I wish that he didn't have to work so much, but I know he has to. Time flies by so slowly. There is not much to do here. Hopefully, things will be better when Matthew's car is fixed and we have our own place. I can't wait for that. After we have our own place, I will have friends over all the time. Parties and hanging out, all the time. :) Anyways! I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. And I think, that after all of my thinking, I have decided to become a hermit... dang, there goes all of those parties. Have you ever tried to help someone? I mean really be there for them through everything they do? Including being there for every birthday, crisis, and everything? But then after all of the effort and kindness you have given them, they still seem to hate you, and think that you are looking down on them? That raises a good question... how come just because you don't want to do what other people are doing means you are looking down on people and you think you are better than them? I mean, no, I don't cuss, and I don't smoke and I don't do drugs, and I don't drink, but that doesn't mean that I look down on someone just because they do. I used to do all of those things... so why in the world would I look down on someone else for doing them? I try so very hard and it doesn't do a thing. I think that I am just going to start minding my own business completely and never try again. That makes me sad though. Cause that would mean giving up my friend. And you ask, why would that be giving up my friend? Why can't I just hang out with them and go on as if nothing has every happened? Because I am not like them and as long as that is the way it is, they will continue to think that I look down on them. I don't, but they will never understand that. I guess it is just time to cut ties and move on. So, like I said, I am going to be a hermit. I am just going to go crawl into a hole... I must be pretty lame or something, or not cool enough... I don't care anymore...
Katie Rene' (the hermit) | | |
| Hmmm... my second xanga entry. I loved skating. I am suffering for it though. Aching muscles, man I am sooo out of shape. Matthew seemed to enjoy himself too. He said that he wants to go back next weekend, but I am not writing anything in ink yet. Anything new? Nope. I sit at home everyday with my kids. Hopefully I will be in my own place soon. It is tough not having any privacy. And it is cold.... Leila can wave now. It is adoreable. I was doing some thinking earlier... I have a plan, but I am going to need a lot of money to do it. Money... yeah money. But then again, maybe just time. Either way, I will figure it out. Hello to every beautiful person that actually reads this. I am sure that no one will. Today I met a person online that made me sad. In some ways, the person was very optimistic about everything. She loves her life and the things that she does, but then there is the bad part... she doesn't care about anything. She said that she doesn't care if she dies and doesn't care about what happens to someone when they die. She doesn't believe in God, so I asked her, "what if there is a hell?" She said "Well, at least it is warm and the people there will definately know how to party!" Hmmmm... not cool. Here I was speaking to someone that has no future, no dreams, no hopes, no aspirations, and could care less what happens to her in the future... and she says she is happy? I think that she was just saying that she was happy. The rest of her story was too sad for her to truly be happy. Who is happy nowadays anyhow? Tomorrow, I will probobly do the same thing that I did today, maybe not but probobly. I think that I am going to call a few people, maybe make some plans. If you know my number... call me. I will probobly want to say hi. I will talk to all of you beautiful people later.
Love peace and chicken grease
Katikins
I wonder how it is that someone can be so passionate about something yet not persue it in it's fullest. How can you have dreams and not at least try to make them come true? If you think that no one loves you, your wrong, I love you. God loves you. Who else do you need? | | |
| This is my first post on xanga. I am basically doin this to find out about my friends cuz they all have so I thought that I would get one too. Tonight I am going skating. Yeah I know, a 19 year old going skating right? I will still have fun regardless. I am forcing Matthew and Kristen and Brandon to go too. If Brandon refuses though I will have to lay a smack down, no not really, but whatever I do will not be pretty. Ethan is a goober, he is sitting on my back like I am a pony. I'm not, but for the moment I will pretend to be, just because I love him so much. Opps, I hurt his toe. He's ok though. I am gunna go. I guess I will tell ya'll how the skating went later. See ya see ya. | | |
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